going to the hospital or asylum? Idk..

HKK · Post by **HKK** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 9:28 pm

So I had a nervous breakdown or something..it's not the first time it's happened. I have my things packed and I'm going to the hospital. My emotions boiled up and I got angry. After awhile I got anxious, and then started laughing, and then crying, laughing, crying, and then finally calmed down. I don't know what it is..but it was my mom's cara on the way to the theatre. Once again it's not the first time it's happened.

Later.

man of txt · Post by **man of txt** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 9:30 pm

Have you had a diaognosis?

HKK · Post by **HKK** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 9:31 pm

No but the psychatrist lady thinks i have schizophrenia and mood swing disorder or whatever.

anyways sorry for being a jerk and stuff the past few months. i didn't mean it. especially towards doom.

Calbrena · Post by **Calbrena** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 9:46 pm

WaWard · Post by **WaWard** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 9:46 pm

Good luck to you. I'm glad I only have bowel problems when I hear shit like that (though they're directly related to nervosity too!). One of my buddies from uni got a nervous breakdown and total depression a couple of months before he got married - which, as a whole, is a terrible way to start a wedded life!

HKK · Post by **HKK** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 10:04 pm

we're making arrangements for me to go to the emergency room...what the hell..the emergency room?

WaWard · Post by **WaWard** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 10:08 pm

ER sucks. They make you wait forever with other sick people, which sucks even more when you're sick.

Sephira · Post by **Sephira** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 10:10 pm

HKK.

Get better~ <3

HKK · Post by **HKK** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 10:16 pm

thank you

Doom · Post by **Doom** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 10:52 pm

Yeah, I've seen some cases where they bring unstable fuckers into the ER... my very first day there, actually, there was this old black woman who was very clearly unhinged and kept yelling at all the nurses. I was in the midst of helping her move into one of the solitary rooms when she had a seizure.

Anyway, no need for an apology, the explanation was far better.

WaWard · Post by **WaWard** » Sun Feb 19, 2006 11:23 pm

what you're actually becoming a dr? I thought you were in engineering.

Doom · Post by **Doom** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 12:16 am

wtf

ya mang
(to both)

WaWard · Post by **WaWard** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 12:45 am

oic so a dr in engineering not a dr in medicine - or both again

HKK · Post by **HKK** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 1:25 am

I ended up not going to the hospital, but we got me a medicine called Zanax.

man of txt · Post by **man of txt** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 2:15 am

himurokoken wrote:I ended up not going to the hospital, but we got me a medicine called Zanax.

You should still have a check up sometime soon, for your own piece of mind.

Calbrena · Post by **Calbrena** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 10:29 am

Zanax, I've heard that name many times (my parents are both psychiatrists) so I guess it's a pretty common/reliable one

Anyway, get better, and good luck sorting out whatever caused it in the first place

Yuka · Post by **Yuka** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 10:31 am

I think I need to see a psychiatrist. My insomnia is getting out of control.

man of txt · Post by **man of txt** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 12:05 pm

yuka wrote:I think I need to see a psychiatrist. My insomnia is getting out of control.

Yeah, whenever I'm up stupid late, you're normally on the forums!

Yuka · Post by **Yuka** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 12:15 pm

man of txt wrote:
yuka wrote:I think I need to see a psychiatrist. My insomnia is getting out of control.
Yeah, whenever I'm up stupid late, you're normally on the forums!

I need to find the doctors.

Calbrena · Post by **Calbrena** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 1:12 pm

Come to SGWH and you'll be so sleep deprived that insomnia won't be a problem anymore

Yuka · Post by **Yuka** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 1:17 pm

But I want to sleep! Badly!

Joei · Post by **Joei** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 4:36 pm

sympathy++

Lord Golbez · Post by **Lord Golbez** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 5:08 pm

Oh.

Sorry about that hkk. Hopefully, the meds work.

Doom - Are you a resident or some such thing now? How could you be already though?

Damien · Post by **Damien** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 7:26 pm

This isn't what I expect in an SG thread

Good luck

Doom · Post by **Doom** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 8:00 pm

wtf no
i graduate this semester (undergrad)
i just volunteer at a nearby ER

Yuka · Post by **Yuka** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 8:46 pm

I have a morbid fear of hospitals.
I can't stand being in them.

Undine · Post by **Undine** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 10:56 pm

Damn man

Take it easy, ok?

WaWard · Post by **WaWard** » Mon Feb 20, 2006 11:36 pm

yeah, you have to go to psychiatrist. there's no shame. I went for my colitis and it helped, even though my illness is decidedly a poo issue~

Lord Golbez · Post by **Lord Golbez** » Tue Feb 21, 2006 4:12 pm

Doom wrote:wtf no
i graduate this semester (undergrad)
i just volunteer at a nearby ER

Yeah, I knew you were just a year ahead of my sister (plus younger), but I was wondering if maybe you jumped ahead doogie style.

Entr0pi3 · Post by **Entr0pi3** » Tue Feb 21, 2006 4:20 pm

ouch, suckage.
Take care of yourself, listen to your doctor, and take your medicine, kay?

Modern life can be so stressful. Depression and other psychological issues are quite common nowadays: most people end up seeing a psychiatrist at least once in their life, I've been told.
There is certainely no shame to be had for seeing a doctor. It's the most responsible behaviour in such situation. It's not as if you were being ill on purpose.

Doom · Post by **Doom** » Tue Feb 21, 2006 7:29 pm

YOUNGER BY A MONTH

Lord Golbez · Post by **Lord Golbez** » Tue Feb 21, 2006 7:32 pm

All right. Calm down, Doomie Howser, P.P.

Seifer Almasy · Post by **Seifer Almasy** » Tue Feb 21, 2006 9:28 pm

Good luck man I hope you feel better.

isildur · Post by **isildur** » Tue Feb 21, 2006 9:34 pm

Lord Golbez wrote: Yeah, I knew you were just a year ahead of my sister (plus younger), but I was wondering if maybe you jumped ahead doogie style.

doogie style is my favorite position.

bsd · Post by **bsd** » Thu Feb 23, 2006 2:08 am

Doom wrote:YOUNGER BY A MONTH

You're so fucking young. Omg wait. Happy birthday?
Go get drunk.

PS - You are very young.

And HKK, hope everything gets better!

TheDarkOne · Post by **TheDarkOne** » Thu Feb 23, 2006 3:39 am

for SG this thread sure lacks flaming...

Hope you get better HKK

Damien · Post by **Damien** » Thu Feb 23, 2006 1:22 pm

TheDarkOne wrote:for SG this thread sure lacks flaming...

Hope you get better HKK

SG has changed

Yuka · Post by **Yuka** » Thu Feb 23, 2006 1:23 pm

I have to wait until Monday for an appointment,..

HKK · Post by **HKK** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 3:50 am

i would just like to say i hate this medicine

i'm FINALLY going to the psychiatrist on wednesday.

Damien · Post by **Damien** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 9:47 am

Does the medicine taste bad?

WaWard · Post by **WaWard** » Tue Mar 07, 2006 11:01 pm

himurokoken wrote:i would just like to say i hate this medicine

It can't be worse than predisone (the shit I have to take when I have a flareup *knocks wood*).

Bolded are why they are shitty from my experience:

Check with your doctor if any of the following side effects continue or are bothersome:

* increased appetite
* indigestion
* nervousness or restlessness

Less frequent or rare:

Check with your doctor if any of the following side effects continue or are bothersome:

* darkening or lightening of skin color
* dizziness or lightheadedness
* flushing of face or cheeks
* hiccups
* increased joint pain (after injection into a joint)
* increased sweating
* sensation of spinning

Always Notify Doctor:

Less common

* Decreased or blurred vision
* frequent urination
* increased thirst

Rare

* blindness (sudden, when injected in the head or neck area)
* burning, numbness, pain, or tingling at or near place of injection
* confusion
* excitement
* false sense of well-being
* hallucinations (seeing, hearing, or feeling things that are not there)
* mental depression
* mistaken feelings of self-importance or being mistreated
* mood swings (sudden and wide)
* redness, swelling, or other sign of allergy or infection at place of injection
* restlessness
* skin rash or hives

Not listed: Loss of hair (body and head).
Get fatter cuz you eat alot, and quickly, so stretch marks on your belly!
Terrible taste in my mouth! Sensitive teeth (to cold & heat). And I start gettings zits like I am 13 again!

When I'm on it, I'm on it for a while and at a fairly high dosage!!

Prednisone sucks. I know that things like morphine are bad too, but at least they make you high!

!

Asaroth Larot · Post by **Asaroth Larot** » Mon Apr 17, 2006 4:05 pm

himurokoken wrote:i would just like to say i hate this medicine

i'm FINALLY going to the psychiatrist on wednesday.

So how'd that turn out?

I've got a confession to make as well. The thing I've been keeping secret from you guys that I've made slight references to is that I have Bipolar with OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder).

Very bad obssessive compulsive disorder. If you've seen The aviator, that movie scares the shit out of me since I see myself doing shit like that like he does in the movie like being obssessed with scrubbing my hands and other things

That's also why I get on people for not finishing things. (like videogames for example) If I get a thought into my head, like someone should be doing this and that. I have a very hard time controlling it.

Why have I beat so many games? Because I'm obssessively compelled to do so. It just tears away at me if I have left something unfinished.
I kind of make a joke out of it. Like pestering Himuro to finish RE4 to downplay it.(How's that coming by the way)

I didn't bring this up before because I still remembered SG of old where everyone had that damn high school bullshit atmosphere. Or maybe I was just associating this place with SQP. But seeing how well you didnt jump all over HKK's case for admitting a weakness I figured it was time to come clean.

And no this is not a joke like me pretending to be Golbez. I do know and have met Golbez but I am not him.

Hell I only did that out of boredom because I sorta became obsessed with this place and incrasing the traffic here. I basically just sat in this chair refreshing the damn page over and over for way too long.

As for why I left, it's not because of me getting upset with that incident with Joei. In reality, I wasn't even mad at him really after the truth came out.

The reason I left is because I finally got some meds to make my disorder back down and during that time I tried to spend my limited time wisely and bury myself in my work. The meds are gone now, though. I applied to a clinical study to get them since I have no health insurance to afford them.

So yeah, that's all I have to say for now.

HKK · Post by **HKK** » Mon Apr 17, 2006 4:45 pm

They had me take some anti-psychotic medicine thinking I was schizo

I stopped taking it like after 2-3 days. It made me feel awful.

All I want are fucking anti-depressants. I'm going to the doc on the 25th about that.

Calbrena · Post by **Calbrena** » Mon Apr 17, 2006 5:16 pm

Asaroth Larot wrote:...

I think most people here are mature enough to understand things like that. And you shouldn't worry about what people think, just ignore retarded people

(as in, retards in general, not only on SG

)

Anyway, welcome back

And HKK, good luck. I was given anti-depressants only once in my life but it made me feel even worse

But it does work correctly for most people (you'll find out really quickly anyway) so hopefully it will work well for you.

Asaroth Larot · Post by **Asaroth Larot** » Mon Apr 17, 2006 11:27 pm

Hey Himuro

Back when I was first diagnosed
I learned that some doctors sometimes misdiagnose the symptoms of bipolar disorder as ADD

You might want to ask if it seems like what they're doing isnt working for you.

Kakeru · Post by **Kakeru** » Tue Apr 18, 2006 4:09 am

Reminds me of when someone thought they heard me talking about commiting suicide and I was forced to go to the emergancy room to get examined.
It was very lame, though I never had to take pills, I had a friend who did. I can sympathize. Psychiatrists and doctors are not fun and have a habit of ruining what could have been a perfectly fine friday evening.[/bitter]

I hope you can get this all sorted out soon.

Asaroth Larot · Post by **Asaroth Larot** » Tue Apr 18, 2006 2:33 pm

Yeah, but you didnt really need the help Kakeru.

I would say it all depends on the doctor as well. I was lucky and got a very good doctor my first time out. However later I ran into this other doctor and she was a superbitch. She actually set off my bipolar every time I saw her.